SAD SECTION.
Ever really cried your heart out?
yes. lots.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes. lots.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nope.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?
nope.
Ever cried on someone from the opposite sex?
yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury?
yes. when i was young.
Do certain songs make you cry?
YES! like 7th night and persis!
sheeeet lah. i thought i was a happy person, but it seems that im not.
like now. im like seriously stressed now. i cant seem to finish my tuition homework, which is due tmr? i still got like 5 sets of maths and 5 sets of science.
then i still got chinese portfolio, chem sia and mega sia due on tues. mega sia is like dead cause we havent even started on our main article, chem sia im probably doing it all by myself since sue sin and sarah cant be bothered, chinese portfolio im short of 4 essays.
great. im seriously dying.
i dunno whether to dread or look forward to tmr. i mean, the people there are fun-loving, but they are sick. like totally sick. urgh.
and the teacher! NVM.
i dunno what's the point in life. while others have a will to live, i have the will to DIE. i feel like life is a looooooooooooooong dark tunnel which will never and i just cant seem to see the light. and im just walking this road alone. i dont seem to see people around me anymore. they just fade away. i dont even feel family warmth anymore. it's like everytime i reach home, sit down, eat dinner, do homework, discuss project, research, bathe, chat, sleep. i dont even talk to my mum or my sis anymore lah. im like invisible to them.
and sometimes i really wish i didnt exist. cause life is just so ironical.
